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wow its been a long time
i had forgotten about this place actually
tell me whats up people. amuse teh kigan
oh and can someone make me a new layout plzktx. i'll love you forever
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Tuesday, 2/12/08 1:43
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so the christian fundie who is harrassing me/stalking me on youtube is still at it. he has posted slanderous things about me on his public profile and has a personal thing against me b/c i am a "catholic bisexual beast"
i contacted youtube to complain that this is hate speech but they havent banned him yet. mind you he's gotten banned numerous times before for attacking people. his obsession is pathetic and dangerous. if anyone here has a youtube account and would like to do me a huge favor could you go to his profile and report him? takes two seconds, all you do is click on "report" and then say why. tell youtube he is stalking someone you know. i dont want his profile taken down I WANT YOUTUBE TO GET HIM TO TAKE OFF THAT SHIT HE WROTE ABOUT ME. i dont care what your opinion is of me but he is telling everyone that im not fit to be a social worker, im a beast, i shouldnt be allowed near children, im a satan worshiper, etc. that shit has to stop. its harrassment
he also said adn i quote he would help me deal with my "catholic problem" he can stick a giant cross up his fundie ass.
i normally do not ask people to help me out with my battles but this has been going for 4 days almost. for anyone who has ever had a problem with anyone and has asked for my help i have helped. you dont even have to ask i'll over my help b/c you're all my friends. so please help me? he has even stalked my myspace but he hasn't harrassed me there thank god.
his youtube name is bullhornman. you can leave him lovely messages if you want, just like he does to everyone else XD
my name on youtube is ninenmoebius
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Saturday, 1/12/08 11:11
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GOOD LORD i've neglected this LJ o.o
its not anyone here at all. ive just been busy and neglectful. i miss everyone here *hugs everyone* i dont even know if anyone has unfriended me *dies* i hope not ;-;
anyway happy new year, i hope everyone had a wonderful holiday. i've been so busy i havent sent red her gift but i will this week i promise. maybe tomorrow if the fedex store is open.
is mai is still on LJ? i need a huger favor from her <<;;
oulan= love. i need to get back on AIM, did you get my card? *snuggles*
woman you need to update me on all kinds of kpop goodness *begs*
lord i need a new layout *muses* i should pester someone for one *dead* but i hate bothering people for them (as oulan well knows)
well i have a bit of a headache so i think im going to watch some TV (rare), take a tylenol, make some tea and then maybe go to bed. i love all of you and i promise to read your journals soon. maybe tomorrow if i have time.
i've been working on a recepie (wtf spelling) but i cant find the fruit i need dammit <<;;
now that jrock_uploads is gone *cries* i need to find more rotation LJs. hideko gave me a link for one, her being as kind as always *huggles* b/c i was having a panic attack when i first found out XD
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Thursday, 5/10/07 3:20
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people are stupid and they do stupid shit
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Thursday, 4/12/07 11:30
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my bday is in exactly half and hour. i dont really care, its just another day for me. anyway thank you for those who have wished me a happy early bday. i appreciate your warm wishes
ryoko- special love to you baby b/c you really know when to comment and make me smile. and i love you and you're damn HIGH on my book!!! <333
liz: i rarely see you now but you know that i love you and i always will. i still want to make it up there this year and i'm trying very fucking hard. it will happen one way or another, oh yes. it will
and since its my bday would aaaannnnnyone be willing to make me a new myspace layout? i don't want anything fancy or too time consuming. i LOVE the one i have now b/c its simple and easy to read and i could keep it but i want something other than purple. i am in love with jen's and rei's lol
anyway that's my bday wish. a new layout for myspace!
the one chris made for me was lovely and i've had it forever, in fact i'd ask her to make me one (request it from her graphics LJ) but she's busy with school
oh and yeah maybe a hiatus? this has been a horrible week for me and i dont know if i have the energy to be on LJ. i will still check LJs but i might not comment too much. i'm sorry. if anyone needs me: AIM or myspace.
LJ and the hypocrisy/stupidity of people piss me off
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Tuesday, 3/20/07 11:48
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ah myspace drama. awesome *thumbs up*
nikki im sorry they were all up in your blog with their stupidity. i ignored them but i did make a new about it. comments disabled b/c we all know gamy lurks. damn she lurks dirty. i can give her something better else to do with her time if she wants, shit. go suck a dick bitch or something.
anyway how is everyone? ryoko? lovely as usual i'll bet XD
oulan? <3
al? woo al! ^^
amy....AMY! much love to you :D
i dont feel well. i ate stuff that didnt agree with me. ah well. i'll be in class tonight so i'll be on aim late~
*hugs everyone*
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Sunday, 2/18/07 1:40
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since you enjoy trolling around so much i'm sure you'll see this. but you won't be able to comment on it cuz kigan always has the last word bitch
as much as i enjoy the merriment and wank on oulan's LJ fucking stop already. how long have you been trolling for anyway?
all your arguments consist of one thing: how everyone needs to go get 'help'. fuck off already. if you hate what oulan does so much to bitches like boa and hyori then stop looking at her LJ. it's so simple stupid bitches like you should be able to handle it. there is a TON of shit i don't agree with online, if i really started wank over all of it i'd have an ulcer.
and yes for the record, you should suffer. people like you make LJ and everything else online almost unbearable. choke on a dick and die already. besides, you'll always lose on oulan's LJ, just like you'd lose here in mine: we have too many friends who love us that would come to tell you off, including mutual friends. why? b/c we know how to be a friend, we don't start shit anywhere and we're not stupid like you
i have a reason and an excuse to be on her LJ, what's yours? but that's not even the saddest part of it all- the most pathetic part of all is that you come back
and again, don't call me honey ever again. i hate it, who the fuck do you think you are? obviously you dont know what the fuck you're talking about. anyone will tell you i'm older than most people on both oulan and my flist. sit down and stfu
comments disable b/c this shit needs to be dropped
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Wednesday, 2/14/07 2:26
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thank you so much to liz for this most serious layout!
i love the colors, they're so soothing :D
and it's new ruki so that wins right there. bathe in the sexiness!!!!!
but, um, could i make one small tiny change? sorry ;-;
hideko, if you want you can take the takuya layout, i remember you asking me about awhile ago. it's yours, not mine so by all means go ahead. and thank you for making it for me- it'll always be one of my favorites and i treasure it
ok that's about it. not much to say. i just jad lunch so i'm a bit sleepy. and i have to work tonight, oh yay huh
and i have a paper due in 2 weeks. argh. so much fun lol
oh a more serious note. im thinking about leaving miami when i get done with my masters. estimate the year i have left plus the time to decide on a place and buy it/rent it and then move and you're looking about what? 2 years? something like that
the cost of living in miami is way high; we're seriously one of the most expensive cities out there and it's that's sad. granted we DO have some of the best and exclusive clubs here and all but i don't go clubbing that much. i would if i had friends that liked to go clubbing but yeah ok, they dont. it'd be nice to have jenn or liz or nikki here, im sure i can drag them clubbing XD
anyway this is just a thought, i'd hate to stay here forever
places i'm thinking about:
MA- although boston is on my shit list now forever and ever. amen
INDIANA- for obvious reasons
anything other suggestions?
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Saturday, 2/3/07 12:52
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someone's calling me with a private number on my cell phone and i dont know who it is
i really hope its not that bitch who called me that one time to bitch me out cuz of my myspace pics
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i need sleep~
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Wednesday, 1/31/07 12:55
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ok check it out my sister is selling alot of jrock/VK flyers and posters so check her LJ out
there's alot of WIZARD flyers! XDDDD
YAY WIZARD
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) manavolemoname go THERE! XD
thankies~
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Wednesday, 1/31/07 10:56
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ok so if i have anyone new here or anyone that lurks and you want to add me to myspace, go ahead. just tell me where i know you from or where i might know you from
few things you should know before friending me anywhere:
im a hateful bastard
im very cruel
i can be racist
i hate guilt trips, so dont even try
im very random
im protective about a very few select friends (liz, steph <3, minx, mark, nikki, jenn, etc.) dont mess with them
dont argue with me, you'll make youself look stupid
i hate. alot. and i bitch alot. deal with it
im not a nice person, deal with that too
anyway
www.myspace.com/kowaku
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Saturday, 1/20/07 12:03
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so there's this fucking LJ comm that i've had my eye on for quite awhile and the reason i havent joined is cuz the admin is complete and utter high-and-mighty bitch. i mean she is a fucking cunt. now i am all for being a bitch, if makes you happy then go ahead. i cant tell you not to be a bitch any more than i can tell you to not fuck a sheep. if you want, go ahead and romance that lil fucker, but by him dinner first
sheep fucking for all *thumbs up*
but there has to be a point where you draw the line. don't be a bitch all the time. it makes you one dimensional, annoying and a perfect target for the likes of me. what god gave you the power to be a nazi anyway
hey, mod does not equal god
she's even a bitch on her own LJ. that whole place pisses me off. and to get offended over something AS STUPID AS A MOTHERFUCKING CAT MACRO shows the world how ridiculous you people are. yes cancer sucks. diabetes sucks. GUESS WHAT, everything dies. everyone dies. GET THE FUCK OVER IT
macros are supposed to be funny. and sometimes funny= offensive. get that fucking log out of your ass after you fuck yourself with it and then quit the internets cuz you have no business being here. YOU BITCHES FAIL.
and stop running your mouths. the only time your dirty mouths should be open is when someone is shoving a dick in them. that's IT.
that damn mod is like another shinya_andou for real. both of them should get together and cure their lonliness. getting laid does wonders for your personality i hear. that's the only way these bitches will ever see any action
i'm done. carry on
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ok so yesterday i complained to my field supervisior about hortensia's attitude on wed. cuz i am not putting up with her shit until fucking april. kiss my ass 400 times bitch. i'm serious. last week she fucking took out her frustrations on me and thats not cool. i dont care wtf your issues are, dont even try to pull that shit on me. ima show you who i am real quick
1st of all she insinuated to sherley and i that we weren't working and that's bullshit b/c there was nothing to do and nowhere to sit b/c all the offices were taken. then she suggested we do the assessments in the main floor and she fucking knows that's against regulations. she was baiting us of course. then i told elena what hortensia wanted us to do and she said we couldnt do that. well duh, i know. she's such a bitch
then she snapped at me fucking dirty in front of someone else and that pissed me off. i'm not your employee and i'm not your fucking kid. she doesnt give this attitude to anyone, just me cuz she knows i dont give a shit about her AND her status. and she knows i dont put up with her crap. she's fucking with the wrong person for real.
and finally, since we were so packed in that fucking place she had sherley and i in the room where all the files are and when sherley was there i had to go in there for one second and hortensia was up my ass immediately telling me we can only go there if its absolutely necessary. fine bitch. but when i was in the room with a client fucking karen walks in looking for something, then she cant find it, she's talking to herself, she calls jessica then she calls hortensia. and at one point they're all talking in the room while IM FUCKING IN THERE WITH A CLIENT. wtf is wrong with you. didnt you just rip me a new one about that shit you fucking hypocrite. i was so pissed i said 'you've got to be kidding me' outloud and karen heard me. I DONT CARE IF SHE HEARD ME, THAT WAS THE POINT
so i finished my shift and i left and yesterday i went to talk to lauren. she fucking did that shit to be on purpose and thats not cool. she better get over her problem with me real fast.
so lauren agreed with me, she completely attacked me for no god damn reason and that shit aint gonna fly. it's not appropiate and its not professional. kiss my ass bitch
i hate her so much
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Wednesday, 11/15/06 10:30
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i'm gonna finish most of this paper today even if it kills me. i swear.
i'm actually kinda hungry, but i cant eat right now
i was cracking up with jenn last night, we needed 2 moments of silence while looking at DBSK pics. for real, those moments of silence were needed. i mean xiah as a sheep...wth man
and once again this year's sexiest man alive from people magazine is george clooney. it's ALWAYS george clooney or brad pitt. i'm just glad tom cruise didnt win. i hate him so much. there are other men i'd like to see on that cover though like clive owen, mads mikkelsen, they guy from grey's anatomy (i dont watch the fucking show but he's sexy), i think house is sexy. go get that issue- its got hot guys in it. there were no korean hunks though and that makes me sad but there was a guy from SMAP i think in the international hunk section.
ok i'm gonna go back to my paper
i need more ryoko icons. ALL RYOKO ALL NOVEMBER
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Thursday, 11/9/06 12:55
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stolen from TnR who stole it from me on myspace XD
1. Start Time- 12:41PM
2. Name - kigan
4. Star sign - aries
5. Gender - female
8. Eye color - chocolate brown
9. Hair Color- dark brown, almost black
10. Favorite color(s) - black, purple, green, blue
11. Glasses - yes
12. Tattoos - no
13. Piercings - none
14. Hometown - miami
15. Single or taken- single, any takers? oh wait, no, i have a queen
16. Sibling's name - jenn :D
*HAVE YOU EVER*
17. Cut your own hair? hell no
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret? no
20. Skipped school? yes
22. Bungee-jumped? no
24. Punched someone? no
25. Cheated on a test? no
26. Been arrested? nope
27. Broken into someone's house? in my dream with TnR. does that count?
30. Been rejected? no
31. Been to a funeral? no
32. Used a lighter? of course
33. Been on stage? yes
*FAVOURITE*
34. Season - winter, fall
35. Food - dont have one really. pizza, lasagna, chinese food
36. Ice cream flavor - pistachio
38. Candy - none
39. Breakfast - i like eggs, but i dont eat breakfast
40. Person - dad, oulan, TnR, baby girl, al, pimp, minx, ikkuchan, ryoko, cindy, alex, sherley, prof. dentato, kitt, mai, topher, amber, etc. (i cant think, im tired. you're all my fave people!)
41. Book - anything by dean koontz
43. Song - right now i'll have to go with LuLu- KARTE'180
44. River - the river thames
46. Place - in bed with kale, in front of my computer, at murphys watching stinky play, watching nigel on animal planet
47. Sport to watch on TV - hockey
54. Name for a son - kale, hisoka, venn, tristan, anubisu, dais luna
55. Name for a daughter- maetel, finlely, ryder, fern elizabeth, amber lynn,
*DO YOU PREFER*
56. Chocolate or vanilla? vanilla
57. Alcoholic or non? both, depends. i like alcohol but i like soda alot
58. Long relationships or one-night stands? both, depends. i've done both in the past. long ass time ago. not in a while though. as far as relationships go redheads are number 1 on my list and there are none in miami. not natural at least
59. Dogs or cats? cats
60. Scary movies or comedies? im not a big horror movie fan
61. Short or long hair? long
*FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND*
64. Mexicans- horchata
65. School- 20 page papers
67. Cows - moo
68. Canadians- WHAT
69. Mouse - cuddle
70. Hand- job
*THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU*
71. Talked on the phone? yes
72. Watched a movie? no
73. Cried? almost *points to teh liz*
74. Smoked? yes
75. Drank a glass of water? yes
76. Used drugs? - hell no
77. Read a book or magazine? yes
78. Watched TV? yes
79. Looked in the mirror? I HAVE A MIRROR PHOBIA
80. Taken a shower? ew, of course
81. Taken a picture? o
82. Listened to music? yes
83. Told someone you love them? yes, liz
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Thursday, 11/2/06 3:28
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it is officially november and i've decided to use a ryoko icon for every entry this month. next month it'll be all liz icons. and then it'll be all aoi_sama icons...
so these 1st ryo icons are special b/c they were made from pics of her and she looks damn sexy and she made one specially for me! it has my name on it XD buaha, i'm so flattered
credit for every icon this month goes to ryo_harada
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Sunday, 10/22/06 12:06
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for reference go to oulan's LJ
why haven't you dropped off of the face of the internet you stupid cunt? why haven't you DIED already?
i find it funny how you knock other people's graphics when your work is SHIT. you can't even make the fucking banner on your own pathetic piece of shit forum. SOMEONE ELSE MADE IT FOR YOU YOU FUCKING DOUCHEBAG so sit your ass down and stfu
you sing photoshop's praises when you don't even know how to use it? alot of people i know use paintshop pro.
everything that comes out of your mouth is rude, obnoxious and pisses people off. you have NO friends, no talent, no life and i doubt very much you'll get far in life with your attitude.
but you know what, thanks anyway. this little episode, like the one on facebook is going on my final paper YOUR PATHETIC EXISTENCE IS GETTING ME AN A+ BITCH
i'm leaving the comments on for my queen to comment if she wants but if anyone spams i'm disabling it. kigan always has the last word
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Friday, 10/20/06 11:22
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i'm going to kill sherley tonight. oh yes. i will kill her. and then i'll kill sarah
sarah by association b/c i know she'll laugh at me tonight and that's not cool yo
liz....i can't choose. help me? ok, well...jrock or kpop? who do you wanna work with? yeh sung or like, mao or shinji?
and you need my password
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Wednesday, 10/18/06 10:22
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you'll know who my queen is?
oulan is
and b/c i love her so much, ima pimp this here comm out XD
http://community.livejournal.com/service_awards/
ENTER! ENTER YOUR ICONS AND MAKE TEH KIGAN PROUD
if you enter i will give you cookies. i would give you kigan love, but that's reserved for teh liz <3 sorry peeps, i know that makes ya'll sad
if you DONT enter i will personally smite you with my mighty wrath. and you dont want my mighty wrath. my wrath is the kind that makes ghandi cry and puppies run away from me
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Sunday, 10/15/06 12:47
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i dont care if you dont like kpop, i dont care if you love it and listen to it everyday. i dont care if you wipe your ass with it
that bitch that put super glue in yunho's drink is a fucking cunt and deserves the worst death i can possibly wish for her. i dont CARE how much you hate the music, what the FUCK is wrong with you. he could have died you know. he may never sing again now. all because some stupid bitch doesn't want him to? eat glass and die bitch
and for any hardcore jrock fan out there that doesnt like kpop (im talking in general) just think how you would feel if it was ryohei or sakito, or ruki huh? would that make it worse? does the fact that it was yunho make it acceptable? no, no it doesnt. hurting someone for the sake of hurting them is wrong.
now i am NOT a yunho fan, in fact, i always found him annoying and arrogant. liz knows this. but that doesnt change the fact that him being in the hospital puking his stomach out is fucked up. he may never be the same again, he might never have a career again. i'd be just as upset if it was tooru in this situation- a man i love with all my heart
now, im going to bed in a few. i'm sick, i have a slight fever and i'm tired
i wish you were on hideko. alas, youre not. i guess this is when i say i love you and miss you right?
176BIZ is cheering me up
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